No life after and before exams...

Prelims over... Yay... I think. Hmm. This is damn stupid lah, everytime before exam no life one because everyone all mugging. Then everytime after exam, also no life cuz a major exam is over and no one really wants to mug(that's me at least), even though Os not yet over. These days seem to take so long to pass by. Hehe even though school ends much earlier. Curious ain't it? Qinrui sabo me lah... telling Trent wasn't at duty :p . For those who didn't know, sec 4 prefects already stop duty but have to do for one or two weeks cuz the other levels have exams.

Grad day on last saturday. Damn stupid lah... I bought new WHITE shoes cuz mine all tattered. Then a day before grad day, they say prefects wearing blazer. Which means with BLACK shoes... Sheez. Anyway, it was a great day. LOL Principal called Agung Santoso Agung Sentosa 3 times. The guest of honour made an 'interesting' speech too. When Agung was making his speech, there was one part where it seemed like he was giving the cue for us to start clapping. I wasn't really listening and I 'accidentally' gave one very loud clap. I think Bro Mike looked in my direction... Damn embarrassing lah. After the thingy, my family and I went to Fish & Co for dinner (that's why I didn't follow you guys for dinner XD sorry!) OH YEAH! First time I looked good in a photo too, right Qinrui?















For more pics go Qinrui's blogs hehe (i still dun know how to link, i'll learn later)

Oh yeah, got back results (on mon). Now I was so greedy that day. I didn't study as much as I wanted to for Prelims and SERIOUSLY by the Grace of God, I managed to do quite well.

English A2 72
E Maths A1 78
A Maths A2 70
Biology A1 77
Chemistry A1 80
Physics A2 71
Literature B3 69!!!!!!!!!!!
Elec Hist+SS B3 65
Chinese (Os) B3 NA

I already know I want to go CJ and I also know with my L1R5, almost certainly can one. But still... I want to do better(duh). I was thinking... shoot... I still lost so many people. When I finally realised that I actually did quite well, I started to hope that I would do better in the other subjects which we hadn't gotten back the results yet.

Jason Lim and I went for Pam's Grandma's funeral mass at SFX yesterday(wed). Aloysius, Alyssa, Michelle and Sarah were also there I think. The priest managed to lighten the mood somewhat. He was a bit lame. Oh yeah Fr John came back to SFX for the mass. You know... after the mass, I realised that there was nothing I could say to Pam. What could I say? The priest did say that her Grandma was already in heaven... so I couldn't say I was sorry for her family or something. I couldn't congratulate her (duh) 'cause... you don't need me to explain. The only thing I was thinking at that point in time was my Granduncle's mother. She also passed away not too long ago but the funeral was soooo different. Yesterday, the whole church was packed with people. So you know she was/is loved. Soooo many friends and relatives. In contrast, my Granduncle's mother's funeral had barely 10 people if you exclude the choir. It definitely seemed as if the only reason there were people (other than family) there was because they pitied someone who had so few friends. I don't even remember her having friends actually.
The priest couldn't comfort the family members in any way too. It was just so sad. My Granduncle (her only son) works 2 shifts a day as a cleaner but still couldn't afford a proper wake. So the wake lasted just one day (few visitors too). My father and his siblings had to pay for the costs. What saddens me the most was that someone I knew had passed away, and all I knew about her was that she was slightly deaf, had a very filial son and she made the best Kiamcai soup that I ever tasted in my life (so far).

Btw... XD, bake more cookies!! They're great lol. (so anti climax... hehe)

wrote at 12:02 AM
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