You will never walk alone...

Sunday, August 31, 2008


Poetry in Motion!!
lol. after reading marcus' blog, i went to look around and voila, here's wat i found :P oh and btw, i thought of tt response to bert's msn nic after looking at the poem. hahaha. well... it fits! and... one of my previous posts contains part of the second last stanza.

Will You Come

Never ending nights
Somewhere between wakefulness and dreams
Conversations are replayed and they never cease to pry
Deep into the inner recesses of the mind

Floating amidst the dark abyss
Questions that I hate but are definitely mine
Should I? What if? Can it?

Haunting scenes that might be
Joyous ones that I hope to see
Surreal depictions of what could possibly come
And images of things I do shun

When the sun brightens and I awaken
Consciousness always brings with it
A certain sense that I am not mistaken…
But never more than just a bit

The timing is bad
Indecision makes it worse
And yet the question remains
Will you come?

I did dare hope
And I boldly declare
That you would be to me
More than just a friend


After which... i also found out Lis also used to write poetry.
One about the life of a guitar, one bout a strange day and another bout telelvision.

haha so random.

and here's another one i jus found today. i wrote it during one of the RE lessons last year. Nuts right?

Aren't We Stupid

So many seem to have so much
BUT always want more
So many seem to have so little
AND always want more
So few seem to have so much
AND do not thirst for more
So few seem to have so little
BUT do not thirst for more
I really do wonder who deserves our respect the most

We have what we need
We want what we don't
We search all our lives for true joy
Never realising knowledge is the key
The plain awareness that everything we need
is already ours

How oft have we
ignored the little graces God has given us

Simple pleasures, a passing smile,
nature's beauty, wondrous call,
golden silence, joyous laughter...
How much have we missed
in our ignorance and our worries
We see all that is lacking
we miss all that isn't

Lol. Jus thought i'd share them cuz i do believe i'll probably lose them.

and here's another thing written on the paper i found...

Stupid people say they're good
Cowards say they're not
Smart people...
they just don't say anything. :)

God BLESS!!


wrote at 1:17 AM
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008


less sian...
yup...
i think the title kinda sums it up :P

hahahaha.
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... oi!
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... dun understand issit?!?
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... go study for prelims la
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... wtheaven are u still reading this for?
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... u might as well go read http://gabrielrodism.livejournal.com
... reallllllll hilarious
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fine... i went for a GP Seminar with Andrew today... it was REALLY cool. 5 hours of lecture and i took more notes than the 2years i've taken GP combined. 13-14 sides of foolscap paper. Finally, someone covered topics that I was interested in. No globalisation, crime & punishment hehe.

here's what they covered...
1. Ethics of Genetic Engineering
2. Environmental Ethics
3. Ethics of Just War
4. Sexual Ethics in Modern Society
*5. Reality of Mathematics & a possible relation to Ethics

onto other stuff... i'm not as sian now. jus exaggerating the last time. ranting definitely makes one feel better. thanks lis for 'lis'tening, actually, more like reading.

love this song
KT Tunstall - Throw Me A Rope
I want you between me and the feeling I get when I miss you
But everything here is telling me I should be fine
So why is it so, above as below,
That I'm missing you every time

I got used to you whispering things to me into the evening
We followed the sun and its colours and left this world
It seems to me that I'm definitely
Hearing the best that I've heard

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

And whenever you go it's like holding my breath underwater
I have to admit that I kind of like it when I do
Oh but I've got to be unconditionally
Unafraid of my days without you

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Whenever I'm falling you're always behind me
Come back and find me
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone


wrote at 8:06 AM
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Wednesday, August 06, 2008


:(
HOLY DARKNESS
Holy darkness, blessed night,
heaven's answer hidden from our sight.
As we await you, O God of silence,
we embrace your holy night.

I have tried you in fires of affliction;
I have taught your soul to grieve.
In the barren soil of your loneliness,
there I will plant my seed.

It hurts to want to be the one who puts that smile on your face but never does.
Timing is bad. Indecision makes it worse. Pride is the worst.
I wonder if things are going His way?
It sure doesn't seem to be going my way.

Will He plant His seed in all of this?

There has never been such a period where I've stoned so often for such long periods of time before. I'm distracted. I'm weary. I'm sian. What's gonna happen now?


wrote at 3:33 AM
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