Wednesday, August 06, 2008
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HOLY DARKNESS
Holy darkness, blessed night,
heaven's answer hidden from our sight.
As we await you, O God of silence,
we embrace your holy night.
I have tried you in fires of affliction;
I have taught your soul to grieve.
In the barren soil of your loneliness,
there I will plant my seed.It hurts to want to be the one who puts that smile on your face but never does.
Timing is bad. Indecision makes it worse. Pride is the worst.
I wonder if things are going His way?
It sure doesn't seem to be going my way.
Will He plant His seed in all of this?There has never been such a period where I've stoned so often for such long periods of time before. I'm distracted. I'm weary. I'm sian. What's gonna happen now?
wrote at
3:33 AM
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