Sunday, August 23, 2009
ahh...
In summary...
Block leave's over. BSLC a thing of the past. ASLC begins tomorrow. SDYD was good. Michelle T has just left for US to continue her studies.
ahh...
Block leave - it ended WAY TOO EARLY
BSLC - after finding out i was posted to ASLC, i started to miss BSLC
ASLC - not looking forward to having to adjust all over again, i just wanna settle in one place and i'm not too sure if i can handle the demands needed to pass the course
SDYD - tiring, it was challenging but good time for renewal and once again reminded me to put Christ at my centre
Michelle - i'm praying that God blesses her and her family as she spends the next 4 years studying in US, Cornerstone's not gonna seem complete for a while and we're already missing her.
Law - i'm not too sure if i can handle law now, i still have 2 years to think about it though
Tonight doesn't feel good at all, knowing that i'm going in tomorrow and worrying about it even though i dun want to. Knowing that i should be enjoying this time with my family too. ahh...
Dear Lord,
I thank You for all Your blessings. For the family I have, for the protection You have offered us thus far, for Cornerstone. I thank You for the gift of my life but I need you more than ever right now. I'm tired, I'm losing my focus on You, I'm anxious about the future. Give me faith once again that I might have the courage and strength to face the challenges ahead. Be the lamp unto my feet Lord. Amen.wrote at
6:15 AM
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Sunday, August 02, 2009
2nd last week!
WEEK 7 OF BSLC!!!
Exercise Wanderer (Tekong) on tuesday.
Exercise Grandslam (also Tekong) from wednesday to friday.
National Education 28km Route March (Mainland) on sunday.
After these 3 events... POP!!! One week block leave if I'm not wrong :D
However...
- Michelle T's going overseas to study
- Liselle's going overseas to study
Hmm.
Hmm..
Hmmm...
A phrase that keeps coming to mind since the previous week - "Creator or creation?"
I'm not really sure why it does though.
ok. this probably doesn't make any sense to anyone other than me. oh wells.
i'm having a sian feeling. that's not good. sian means bored. bored means purposeless. purposelessness means i've been neglecting God. this shouldn't be happening. i don't want that to be happening.
Dear Lord, be my guide. Be my shepherd. Be my shield. Be my refuge. Be my centre. Be behind me. Be before me. Be next to me. Be in me. James out.
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6:34 AM
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